that person..... the person you love more than life itself.... the person that knows you in and out..... the person that you open up and tell your everything too... this person is the one you are in "sync" with... this person knows your deepest secrets and fears; they make you feel safe secure and complete.....
is this the same person that lies to you hurts you beats you and makes you feel worthless.???? Does that make any sense or are you wondering how can this be the same person? Ask yourself these questions
The person that I love and trust is the same person that lies and hurts me?? How do i cry out of joy but bleed from pain all by just being around you? How can I be happy and sad at the same time?
SILENCE it kills you but can also secure you..I think those days are gone where the confusion bottles your mind...... You move on and theres no way you can be freinds with that person... No need to worry or stress about disliking them just focus on the task at hand.... How much do you love them? How much do you love yourself? Which matters more to you are you living for them while killing yourself? Are standing up for yoursef and building what has been broken; while understanding that you love yourself more than you ever loved anyone else. You will not allow yourself to be broken / beaten / brusied / hurt / confused / lost /or to continuously allow yourself to be walked all over.
Are you mad at yourself? This next segement is for both men and woman to relate too. No sexual discrimination...... Are you beating yourself up because you feel that your "perfect someone" moved on with life but in the process downgraded? Does it kill you to know that you were putting your all into ensuring they upgraded their selves & they can careless what you think? Society now a days focuses too hard to make their "Social Network Popularity contest." Who has the best life? Who is taking the most pictures? Who's relationship is the best? Who has the most beautiful house or family? Why does anyone care? Why does it matter? How are we spending our available free time? Are we focusing on everyone else so much that in the mist of it all you have your life crumbling behind your back and you fail to acknowledge your hardships while looking in and critiquing others...... There was a point in time where cellphones in peoples hands were occupied by books.... i remember when we had to learn patience because if we didn't we werent going to be able to wait for dial up to load our PC connection.... Or when you would need a pencil to roll the cassette thread back in.... or how about having to manually pull your window in the car down... The point in all that is: Life changes and if we occupy ourselves with what "Society" wants and not with what is really important in your life than your going to miss out on a lot of moments nothing is guaranteed in life so why cant we play by our own rules say what we want to say and do as we want to do and put our all into being the best individual we can be... We were not put here to be self involved in other peoples lives we were put here all for a different purpose and we didn't all come at once......be the one that sticks out your able to do that by just not giving your all into this facade of pictures and status updates and replace technology for some good books, continuing your education, and "one up-ing" everything you do in life ..Set some own personal goals and compete with yourself on where you want to be what you want to do and what you will not let influence you.. Things will be Great hitting the highway to success. Carrying the baggage of a fake made up relationship or this persona of someone whom your not, why mark down index cards with lies to make sure you dont screw up who is that???
How many times do you beat yourself up becase someone did something you told them not to do.... Now they went explored and got mangled by a great white shark but still wants to come back knocking at your door asking for help.... Standing there with missing limbs and shreds of skin missing.... How are you suppose to fix this..... Somethings we just cant open that door that we once closed..... Regardless of the amount of knocks we recieve we must continue to open the doors we never opened before.... Why open up the door that we know whats behind it but afraid to open up the new doors with mystery suprises in them??? Do we like playing with old toys and too afraid as adults to play with new ones? Have we learned to settle because we feel we are comfortable blending in with our surroundings???
Something to think about not everything will touch you but something will if you open up to it...........
