Dating Gone Bad.

So I have found myself at the point where I have to start dating and by dating that involves meeting new people. Ha! That is a task that I did not think would be nearly as hard as it has turned out to be. I have found myself in a place where I have strong morals and ethical values and I can see that perhaps half of society or perhaps those whom I am encountering lack a lot of morals and do not even know what real ethical values are and should be. Do not come to me and try to duplicate something that you have seen on television or read in some erotic fantasy sex novel that I know nothing about. I do not have time to engage in these types of antics; please be original and do not try to impress me because based on what you see you may feel I am doing better than I may seem. What you see on the outside is not anything close to the true story that lies from within. Take the time out to ask questions, engage in my day, partake and add to my dreams. Impressing me with false expectations that they can not even afford to listen too. It seems as if I am Cinderella and I am awaiting my Prince Charming but yet I have not been invited to the ball so how is he suppose to find me!! It seems as if I am finding all of the wrong ones and none of the one's that have no potential. Where is Mr Perfect in a world where doing the wrong thing is validated and accepted. I do not expect him to come rescue me from the imperfections of this world; rather than keep me company and lets laugh through the hard times.

Settling does not seem like an option when I can settle to be alone and do well sharing my space with my self because I love myself enough to not put myself in a unhappy unsteady relationship just because I want to co-habitate with another being because it is what everyone else feels is "socially accepted". If you want to cheat on your spouse to try and "kick it to me" I am sorry I will not be wasting my time or entertaining your antics because at the end of the day the best predictor of future behavior is past behavior and so if your track record isn't looking too hot why would I want to consider? However now I will be looked at as a stuck up b*otch because males can not understand that I am not willing to carry them on my back to the finish line when I can get their on my own without any added back-pain and baggage. Call it what you want but at the end of the day we all know what we want and I want to get to top and I want my soul-mate to help me get there not keep me from achieving my ultimate means of success. At the end of the day if you want something bad enough you will make it work. Impress me with the free things in life; genuinely that means more to me!

I sound like I am crazy when I mention that I have my own place but I am not willing to have random sleepovers and meet & greets with my son. Um I am sorry I do not bring "randoms" around my son. I keep my social life private from my parental life. I do what I need to do and I do not need you to be apart of it or questioning my whereabouts when you can not even handle your own duties. Applying for a position however falling short on the credentials and then once you are denied I become the bad guy. I can't help but laugh and wonder if true love even exists anymore. Is this just a game that everyone is trying to play and win at? I am not sure I am willing to go out there and just give my heart away. I am not hiding from love however I am shielding myself from falling into the same repetitive situations with different beings when I do not have too.